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Phenomenal Woman

In Poetry on December 16, 2009 at 11:56 am

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can’t see.
I say,
It’s in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
‘Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Maya Angelou

Phenomenal Woman

naivete

In Poetry on December 15, 2009 at 10:04 pm
I was young and naive
it took me a long time to find me
tahts me without him, him and her
cause i realize im all i need
thinkin of how i never wanted to let go
thinkin of how i always let my feelings show
wore my heart on my sleeve
the pain i felt you wouldnt believe
see that was the problem
i let you in, in places i had only been
took my love for granted
until i could no longer stand it
time for me to get away
since your heart had since strayed
but its not just you its him too
hes tellin me all his fears, says he cud be wit me for years
but it aint really true, cause im too good for you
so good that you gotta pass cause your afraid
afraid it’ll actually last afraid im not like ya last
afraid cause u u know im down for it
so u pass my by, throw in ya towel
cause u dont want to waste time
to u its about lust, god forbid you find someone u cud trust
i cant just blame u, some of it was me
showing u sides of me when you could barely see
but at the end of the day icant help being me
its my fault for not walkin away
and ur less of a man for lettin me stay
i thought my past made me weak
but it has only made me think
think of me and just me, and all i want to be
my feelings are more important
than that hug and that kiss
that he uses to dismiss all the bullshit he kicked
im not sorry cause i might be that chic
that u cud see ur self settlin down wit
im sorry u were scared and a lil unprepared
maybe it wasnt the time or the plae
but u never saw the look on my face
when u put me in my place
my role became clear
the end of the cycle was near
you know i forgive him
but most importantly i forgive me
for all the times i ignored the signs
took things out of context
let u look at me as just an object
miscalculated ur worth
based on my need for u to want me
but thats no longer me
there is lil animosity
i wish u the best and all the rest
you were just doin what u do
so who am i to interupt u
you see my past shapes my future
but i hope it doesnt hinder
im smarter more prepared but
i dont want to be too cautious
too scared just prepared
i wanna fall again and again
just this time ill know how to pick myself up
suck it up and know who i can trust
cause more than you him and her is me..
im the one who knows what kind of life i want to lead

changing it all

In Poetry on December 15, 2009 at 10:03 pm

If I could change it all i wouldnt
cause id rather love than not know
not know how he feels inside of me
how it feels to know he’s eyein me
how it feels to when my lips graze his own
or when the moisture on my skin blends with the mostness of his lips
the way his words make me smile
words of endearment always make me smile
they make me tingle deep within
feeling a way ive never felt
long term feelings in a short term engagement
i dont know its funny how life changes
throwing caution to the wind
to get my chance to dance in a world of sin
oh how it feels so good
wit his arms wrapped around
levels of chemistry that astound me
our coexistance confuses me
but im okay with not knowing
as long as the feelings are showing
they tell me im too young to settle down
tellin me life has so much around
i cant put a limit on love
settin an age for my heart
what if i wait till then and it doesnt start?
i cant risk that chance..
ill never find him again..
or the love that we reap…
and the affection that we seek..
the silence that we speak..
says more than him or me..
an unverbal understanding..
although we may not really understand..
its all the same in this love game..
makin up the rules along the way..
wit each one is different
each person holds a new position..
and his position is within me…
cause he can make my life what i want it to be

one touch

In Poetry on December 15, 2009 at 10:00 pm

one touch is all it takes 
 
sendin me spiraling down 
 
In my mind back to those thoughts 
 
That haunt my mind 
 
While your hand slips between my thighs 
 
My legs ease open 
 
The moisture starts flowing 
 
My mind starts goin 
 
Wondering how I got here 
 
As you whisper in my ear those words I hate to hear 
 
‘you sure you gonna let this go?’ 
 
Using your dick to sway my conscious thoughts 
 
My panties come off 
 
your voice gets husky 
 
I close my eyes 
 
Tryin to press rewind 
 
Before all the games 
 
Before all the sex 
 
Before the ‘baby what’s next?’ 
 
But your inbetween my legs 
 
Touchin my pussy so sweet 
 
Staring at me with intent 
 
Ignorant to my thoughts 
 
As your dick enters me slowly 
 
I grip your arms tightly 
 
Wondering if you know that 
 
Each stroke sends me deeper 
 
Deeper in my mind 
 
Deeper in my love 
 
For the man I cant replace 
 
My body responds just on time 
 
Getting wetter with each stroke 
 
My pussy muscles grabbing you and taking hold 
 
Of what should be mine 
 
As you say “only if it was the right time” 
 
I let you in my pulling my leg back 
 
Supporting your weight 
 
Grippin your back 
 
Caressing your skin 
 
Pullin you close 
 
With my mouth on your neck 
 
I start to get weak… 
 
I know I cant speak… 
 
The words would be too deep.. 
 
Too much for you to know 
 
Too much I don’t wanna show 
 
Its all a blur 
 
My no’s meaning yes and my yes meaning no 
 
Cause I don’t know how to let go 
 
Turning my head as a tear hits my cheek 
 
One by one, my love comes undone, shielding my face, wiping my tears, you say “baby why u cryin?’ shaking my head 
 
Because… 
 
Inside…. 
 
I’m tired of trying

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