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Bloomy

In Random Gripes on December 17, 2009 at 12:15 am

So, I just wanted to remind all my fellow New Yorkers (yes I am still griping) that I personally feel that Mayor Bloomberg is single-handedly (ha! okay maybe not, but you get the point) responsible for the demise of my city. I cannot get over the fair hikes. Simply cannot. I cannot get over the prospect of students losing their Metrocards. I cannot get over the proliferation of 99 thousand charter schools all over New York. I cannot get over the constant push for our youth to pass tests instead of learning and passing classes. Now we have stadiums being built, resources being lost.  Simply put, I’m just not over it.

And yes, he is back for another term.

NYC Teachers’ Pension

In News on December 17, 2009 at 12:07 am

Controversy surrounds new plan to cut two days from teachers’ school year

By Chantelle Walker

United Federation of Teachers President Randi Weingarten describes the agreement on pension contributions reached on Friday, June 19th by the teachers’ union and the Bloomberg administration as a “win-win.” Much of the top level administration from the mayor’s camp also marks this as a positive and necessary decision.  But the opinions of the teachers’ themselves are not as easily deciphered.

The new agreement states that the new teachers, as well as those transferring into the public system from private and Catholic schools, will pay nearly 5% of their salaries for pensions throughout their careers.  Current teachers, who put nearly 5% of their salaries into pensions for just 10 years and then drop their contributions to less than 2%, will not be affected. Therefore, new teachers will now vest in 10 years, instead of the five years it takes their colleagues who were hired before them. The retirement age remains t he same, but teachers will now not be allowed to retire until they have worked for 27 years. It is unsure if this deal allows for premature retirees to receive partial pensions.

In exchange for this pension change, teachers will receive two extra summer vacation days.  Until this point, teachers have arrived two business days prior to Labor Day for professional development.  Professional development days were created so that each schools administration could get all of their faculty together to discuss goals, progress and shortcoming for the next school year. There are also other professional development days in the school year.  These two specific days were for pre-school year preparation. With this switch, the teachers will now be reporting in to teach on the same day the students are scheduled to arrive.  While some teachers see this as a gain of vacation days, others view it as a loss of professional development days – and a set up for a hectic and disorderly return to school This may be the case particularly for new teachers or teachers who work in large schools who often face large numbers of transfer students each year as the city continues to restructure high schools.

“Coming back the same day as students would be very chaotic,” said=2 0one Brooklyn high school teacher, who requested anonymity. Though she admitted the preparation days are only sometimes beneficial for teachers and students, she worries teachers won’t have adequate time to prepare for the school year. How the time has been used in the past has been largely left to the discretion of principals. Under some, the days have been packed with training’s, while others have a more flexible arrangement, allowing teachers’ to utilize their time as they see fit. “As long as teachers know they can come in before September 8th to set up their rooms, as they did prior to the professional development days, there shouldn’t be a problem.”

Many experienced teachers like her can recall the days when there were no professional development days.  In the past, teachers were given the option to come in ahead of the school year, but it was not mandatory. Teachers were often left on their own to prepare.  These professional development days came into existence only nine years ago, as control of the schools was transferred from the Board of Education to the Mayor. At one point, the city schools had six professional development days a year. Coincidentally, the mayor’s administration is now the same power removing the professional development days.

With these additional days, teachers will now have 10 ½ weeks of vacation, a move in the right, or longer, direction, in many teachers’ opinions. But some disagree, including many of the roughly 7,000 new teachers hired every year. Those who are new to some of the larger high schools will have to make a great effort to get acquainted with traveling the halls. Not knowing where their staff lounge, department, attendance and other administrative offices are located can mean a bumpy start to the school year.  In addition to traveling, teachers will also need to familiarize themselves with their fellow staff and colleagues which can be imperative in operating successfully in a unified environment. Without meeting their colleagues and office space prior to the year they may enter into an environment where their students may know more than them which can be an intimidation factor on the first day of the school year.

One obvious reason for possible differences in opinion from new and veteran teachers is that there is no financial loss for veteran teachers.  Their pensions remain untouched.  For them, the additional two days vacation is a potential gain with no obvious disadvantages.&nb sp; The new teachers, on the other hand, will have to give up more financially and will more than likely work more years before retirement.

When asked about what possible differences of feelings this could pose for new teachers versus veteran teachers, another Brooklyn high school teacher with 5 years NYC teaching experience, expressed “I do believe it affects me less since I have more experience with dealing with students the first week of school.  As a new teacher, there are so many additional concerns on your mind that having the professional development days may ease your mind.”

Many teachers are also concerned about what this lack of additional days could mean for students. The usefulness and utilization of these days varies greatly among new, veteran, elementary, middle school and high school teachers.  Whether the teacher is working in a large high school with multiple classes or teaching at the high school level with one set of students all factor in to how much office and academic preparation some teachers’ may need.

The new teachers’ pension plan continues to remain an ambivalent topic largely because it affects different teachers differently.  New teachers face the possibility of being underprepared in a new environment, while working longer and contributing more to their pensions.  Older teachers’ pensions will remain the same, facing only the loss of professional development days or the gain of a longer summer vacation. A longer summer vacation may be the distinct benefit of this agreement, but it may be at the cost of the students. The Department of Education has yet to reveal if the current academic schedule, which has already been released, will remain.

MJ

In News, Pop Culture on December 17, 2009 at 12:00 am


1958-2009


Words could not express the feeling I felt last night as I walked into my home. The first thing that was said to me as I walked up the stairs was “he just died.” I knew he was sick, because as I was getting ready to leave work my co-worker informed me that MJ was in cardiac arrest, but never in my greatest imagination did I think Michael Jackson would die. But he is gone.

I held my compusure until my aunt, who I proclaim to be one of the biggest Michael Jackson fans I know came up to me and asked my sister and I how we were handling it. We were sitting in silence up until this moment. Being asked to speak was like being asked to unlock the chamber of your emotions. At that point all I could say was “this is sad” as the well of tears collapsed down my face. I was never one who could contain my tears. I just often reverted to expressing them in private. As a child I had pretty overactive tear ducts which made me tear for no apparent reason. So tears come real easy for me.

I know that Michael lived a long successful, but often controversial, life. And by no means am I trying to glorify his life and forget his bad times, but my hope is that people can look past the negatives and appreciate him for the legacy he is. Yes he was a conflicted man who lacked a childhood and seemingly grew up completely in the limelight, but he is in fact only human. I think that he has paid his dues for any supposed wrongdoing he may have done. I hope everyone can embrace Michael for the King of Pop he is. I don’t think some people understand the devastation. They don’t understand the success. Michael Jackson was a worldwide icon. WORLD WIDE. Not an American Icon…. someone tried to compare him to Michael Jordan and I listened in disbelief. No comparison whatsoever. People of all colors, shapes and sizes were affected by Michael Jackson’s music, and his life. He is an extroadinary musician, song writer, producer dancer- you name it.


I will forever remember this day, remember his life, his music and his soul. What artist do you know who had more passion for their art? When I look back and look at all the music videos and concerts I know that if I could have easily been one of those BLACK OR WHITE girls passing out at his concerts. I loved that the effects he has had on people transgressed all boundaries. He was the FIRST BLACK musician to get his video played on MTV. He bridged all gaps. Micheal Jackson’s Thriller revolutionized the rising art of the Music video. Nobody can do it like Michael did it.

So I take this time now to reminisce solemnly, with tears of joy, tears of sadness as I listen to all his tracks which each affect me differently. My heart goes out to his entire family and especially his children. I know that Janet, Liz Taylor, Quincy Jones and Diana Ross are feeling it especially too. They were some of the closest people in his life, constand defenders of a man of greatness.

So in the time being I will continue to listen to my personal favorites… I’ll Be There, Never Can Say Goodbye, and Man in the Mirror. Gone but never forgotten.

Postcard Worthy

In Uncategorized on December 16, 2009 at 11:40 pm

This is one of my early attempts at Photoshop…. I think its pretty Postcard status what do you think? I think I need to copyright this ASAP. Once again, it speaks to my love of New York.  Well my ambivalent love.

“Concrete jungle where dreams are made of”

In Random Gripes on December 16, 2009 at 11:17 pm

Ever since ever New York pride has always been one to reckon with.  Pride not only for your state/city but also your borough.  “Empire State of Mind” by Jay-Z and Alicia Keys takes that NY pride to another level.  Alicia Keys is on the hook singing passionately about representing the Empire State.  I hope that despite all this NY pride the true NYers continue to thrive in this struggling city.  Everything seems to be dissarray.  NY voted down the gay marriage vote.  MTA hiked rates. MTA is threatening service cuts and the disposal of student metrocards.  Harlem just isn’t the same anymore.  Brooklyn is becoming gentrified.  Condominiums are popping up all over New York.  Rent is ridiculous, and on a constant rise.  The school system is in disarray. What are we going to do New York, when we can no longer afford to live here? There goes diversity.

A few pics of me reminiscing on what NY used to be, what it is, and what it risks to become:

Phenomenal Woman

In Poetry on December 16, 2009 at 11:56 am

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies.
I’m not cute or built to suit a fashion model’s size
But when I start to tell them,
They think I’m telling lies.
I say,
It’s in the reach of my arms
The span of my hips,
The stride of my step,
The curl of my lips.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

I walk into a room
Just as cool as you please,
And to a man,
The fellows stand or
Fall down on their knees.
Then they swarm around me,
A hive of honey bees.
I say,
It’s the fire in my eyes,
And the flash of my teeth,
The swing in my waist,
And the joy in my feet.
I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Men themselves have wondered
What they see in me.
They try so much
But they can’t touch
My inner mystery.
When I try to show them
They say they still can’t see.
I say,
It’s in the arch of my back,
The sun of my smile,
The ride of my breasts,
The grace of my style.
I’m a woman

Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Now you understand
Just why my head’s not bowed.
I don’t shout or jump about
Or have to talk real loud.
When you see me passing
It ought to make you proud.
I say,
It’s in the click of my heels,
The bend of my hair,
the palm of my hand,
The need of my care,
‘Cause I’m a woman
Phenomenally.
Phenomenal woman,
That’s me.

Maya Angelou

Phenomenal Woman

Eliminate Student Metrocards? Can we say truancy?

In News on December 16, 2009 at 12:03 am

Albany is continuing to fail New York City as a whole.

I cannot believe the idea of eliminating free and reduced fair metrocards for students’ is even on the table.  The fair just went up early this fall, and now the discussion of eliminating metrocards for students is on the table. Unbelievable. It is now $5.50 for a round  trip metrocard.  That means two destinations and two destinations only.  The idea of eliminating these cards is a problem on multiple levels.

Firstly, for families that have more than one child, that is a hefty additional bill to come out of their discretionary income. It is an estimated $1,500 annual expense per child. I do not even want to think about the expenses for a family of multiple children. New York City is already an extraordinarily expensive city to live in.  The cost of living continues to rise while our salaries do not.  This is a heavy financial burden. Secondly, what will students/families do when they cannot foot that Metrocard bill?  Will they walk to school? Jump the turnstiles? Stay home? There will be a significant increase in  truancy as well as turnstile hoppers.  To risk having a criminal record to make it to school on time is ludicrous. One article I read said that we are the only state that funds their students way to school.  That may be so, but we are also one of the most expensive cities to live in, with fewer and fewer local schools.  The school system is changing drastically with the proliferation of charter schools across the five boroughs.  Gone are the days where you walked a few blocks to attend the local school in your zip code.  Thirdly? Students will LOSE their metrocards, as well as risk having them stolen.  This is a sad reality. The frustration that parents and students will have to face because of theft and loss will spike the metrocard expense even higher.

I am completely in awe of this possible change.  The main vote occurs tomorrow.  I am completely disgusted with the MTA.  First rate increases, then service cuts and now the possible loss of student metrocards.  Who is our city really trying to benefit here?  It is a sad day to live in NY.

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Teacher cuts student’s braid

In News on December 15, 2009 at 11:45 pm

 

A Milwaukee teacher proceeded to cut one of the braids of her student, Lamya Cammon, after being frustrated with her.  She complained that she would not stop playing with her hair in class.  She asked the student to come to the front of the classroom and proceeded to use scissors to cut off one of her braids in front of the entire class. She then proceeded to throw the braid in the trash.

I went to my desk and cried. And they was laughing,” Cammon said. “She threw it away, and she said, ‘Now what you gonna go home and say to your momma? ‘ And I said, ‘That you cut off my hair,‘” Cammon said. ( http://www.wisn.com/news/21944773/detail.html)

When I saw this story on the Internet this morning I was completely appauled.  I understand the frustration and patience that comes along with dealing with young children, but to touch them physically is inappropriate. This student was 7 years old sporting braids with beads.  It was a humiliating act, and deserved more than a $175 disorderly conduct penalty, that was given to the Milwaukee teacher, who is still teaching the first grade class.  When approached by the mother she offered an simple apology complaining of frustration.  That does not in any way justify the cutting of someone’s hair.  No apology would.  That is something young children used to do to each other, not what a teacher would do to a student. Shameful.

If you got it, flaunt it?

In Pop Culture on December 15, 2009 at 11:33 pm

I’m still trying to figure out how applicable the quote is? I really try not to get too involved in the Rihanna/Chris Brown debate. It seems to spark a lot of controversy and it really gets my nerves going when I hear the ignorance spewing out of peoples mouths, as well as off their keyboards.  I must say though, I think despite it all both parties are handling their “comebacks” well.  Both pairs have new albums out.  Rated R, is exactly what Rihanna’s new album is.  This good girl has definitely gone bad. But I’m not even mad, I am feeling the album and all of its expletives. I personally think Rihanna is fierce. And if she wants to wear less clothes so be it. I have yet to see this budding young woman appear tasteless.  She does the things I wish I could do, and does them respectively.  Let’s be honest half of us women wish we could even attempt a topless photoshoot and have our breasts appear just as youthful and perky.  I’m only 23 and i’m jealous.  So Rihanna, you got it, flaunt it.  No shade here.

naivete

In Poetry on December 15, 2009 at 10:04 pm
I was young and naive
it took me a long time to find me
tahts me without him, him and her
cause i realize im all i need
thinkin of how i never wanted to let go
thinkin of how i always let my feelings show
wore my heart on my sleeve
the pain i felt you wouldnt believe
see that was the problem
i let you in, in places i had only been
took my love for granted
until i could no longer stand it
time for me to get away
since your heart had since strayed
but its not just you its him too
hes tellin me all his fears, says he cud be wit me for years
but it aint really true, cause im too good for you
so good that you gotta pass cause your afraid
afraid it’ll actually last afraid im not like ya last
afraid cause u u know im down for it
so u pass my by, throw in ya towel
cause u dont want to waste time
to u its about lust, god forbid you find someone u cud trust
i cant just blame u, some of it was me
showing u sides of me when you could barely see
but at the end of the day icant help being me
its my fault for not walkin away
and ur less of a man for lettin me stay
i thought my past made me weak
but it has only made me think
think of me and just me, and all i want to be
my feelings are more important
than that hug and that kiss
that he uses to dismiss all the bullshit he kicked
im not sorry cause i might be that chic
that u cud see ur self settlin down wit
im sorry u were scared and a lil unprepared
maybe it wasnt the time or the plae
but u never saw the look on my face
when u put me in my place
my role became clear
the end of the cycle was near
you know i forgive him
but most importantly i forgive me
for all the times i ignored the signs
took things out of context
let u look at me as just an object
miscalculated ur worth
based on my need for u to want me
but thats no longer me
there is lil animosity
i wish u the best and all the rest
you were just doin what u do
so who am i to interupt u
you see my past shapes my future
but i hope it doesnt hinder
im smarter more prepared but
i dont want to be too cautious
too scared just prepared
i wanna fall again and again
just this time ill know how to pick myself up
suck it up and know who i can trust
cause more than you him and her is me..
im the one who knows what kind of life i want to lead

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